Kwc Desert Eagle (co2)

# 6 Will I'm not flying too high?

There are people coming from all sides, that estãoa put expectations on me.
need counseling, and urgent.
I see on the horizon a list of priorities, which is not to be easy to manage, by my limitations as a human being inserted into the whitespace on time. >. \u0026lt;

1) Classes resume soon, in twelve days. This time, I am even THANK the end to finish college this years, because I lost the right to more scholarships in the scheme of degree (and even because I want to). It will be a regime of "all or nothing." Studying is not difficult, but with daily trips to Coimbra, can be exhausting. Strenuous physical standpoint but also from an economic standpoint (the scholarship declined, because the system of government savings, and money is barely enough to despise the transport T_T " ).

2) Because of the costs of college and because of the economic crisis here at home, I am be a bit pressured by my father ... Anxious that is that I leave college and start working. = / What is perfectly legitimate, must say. He is heading for 50 years. It is not easy for him to do overtime at work, and only thanks to this he has been able to support the family alone. I'm 22 and I am full of health to spare.

3) Against this background, I decided to start selling my drawings, whenever I can, in website DevianArt. I have no other alternative, and for now is the only thing I can do while they study. Draw for me is not easy. It is very stressful (and painful, I must say, because the radius of the hand started to hurt me to spend hours on the PC using the tablet, pqp). I have a list of six clients who are even now only waiting for me to open the Commissions, to get their orders. 7, if I have a friend of DD, who promised to meet first. Good sign, I think ...

4) Then I tambémo draft a game a friend of mine, which although not paid, I believe that deserves Warning: The total commitment on my part. But here, I am concerned about the feedback from my father. And tambémo feedback from my clients, if I declare that I will suddenly make a break on commissions ... / Sighs /

5) The event anime Kanpai Coimbra 2011 coming. The examination period will end (my last exam is on day 4) and this means that from next week, I'm officially free to attend meetings of Kanpai. But I'm worried .... I'll be able to articulate the concerns with the event with the college? Will my little extra time will not be absorbed by the commissions? Does the event will not be a burden to my father's wallet, as it was last year? (The Kanpai profited little, I paid my parents, in part, with my bag, but they do not know.)


need urgently to put my drawings to render .... This is not difficult because I have lots of people interested. I'll go ahead with this, and I will give my best. But at the same time, I have the feeling that I might be digging my own tomb. It's anxiety not to disappoint anyone who is pushing me.

Will I'm not flying too high? If I get too close the sun, can burn me ...